I MISS YOU

It is so hard to miss someone so much, and you can't do anything about it.

Because having that space between the two of you, is the only way to make things right... :')

Well, to be honest: I've missed him for a long looooooong time, but it takes much time for me to admit it (even to myself)
Its not something sweet like when you say "i miss you honey :-*" to your boyfriend,
It is something painful and totally sucks. It is a sin.
He is somebody else's lover, and I AM also someone's lover.
I am a lover of my beloved boyfriend (yeah i love him -my boyfr, i mean-, seriously)
But sometimes you have to stop pretend that your heart is a tight place which is can only contain one person in it, right?

And i had realize,
Love never really goes away,
It just changes into another form of it

There is many form of love, right?

And whenever he is, whatever he does,
I just hope, he always happy, laugh, smile
Because i was letting him go for good,
To make him happy :)

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody else
But I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...